TORN - by Natalie Imbruglia I thought I saw a man brought to life He was warm, he came around Like he was dignified He showed me hwat it was to cry Well you couldn't be that man I adore You don't seem to know, seem to care What your heart is for Well I don't know him anymore There's nothing where he used to lie My inspiration has run dry That's what's going on Nothing's right I'm torn I'm all out of faith This is how I feel I'm cold and I am shamed Lying naked on the floor Illusion never changed Into something real I'm wide awake and I can see The perfect sky is torn You're a little late I'm already torn So I guess the fortune teller's right I should have seen just what was there And not some holy light But you crawled beneath my veins and now I don't care, I have no luck I don't miss it all that much There's just so many things That I can't touch, I'm torn I'm all out of faith This is how I feel I'm cold and I am shamed Lying naked on the floor Illusion never changed Into something real I'm wide awake and I can see The perfect sky is torn You're a little late I'm already torn Torn There's nothing where he used to lie My conversation has run dry That's what's going on Nothing's right I'm torn I'm all out of faith This is how I feel I'm cold and I'm ashamed Bound and broken on the floor You're a little late I'm already torn Torn BLEARY EYED - by Jewel Kilcher Bleary eyed and sleepy still I unwrapped you of the morning like careful fruit with forbidden flesh made sweeter by the scorning My hands still shaky from kisses sweet and the dark hours of night's embrace I checked to see if fastened vines my heart had left in silv'ry trace While you slept I looked inside your chest to see what there was growing I saw my heart with quiet eyes to your side its self was gently sewing I saw my heart with quiet eyes to your side its self was gently sewing LOST - by Jewel Kilcher Lost is a puzzle of stars that breathes like water and chews like stone Alone is a reminder of how far acceptance is from understanding Fear is a bird that believes itself into extinction Desperation the honest recognition of a false truth Hope seeing who you really are at your highest is who you will become Grace the refinement of a Soul through time ALL THE WORDS - by Jewel Kilcher All the words I wish your fingers could feel all the times I've wished you could know the silent sorrow lying stiff in my throat like cold and broken teeth I wish you could hear the child that cries in my flesh and makes my bones ache I wish you could speak to my fear I wish you could hold me in your arms like oceans and soothe what my muscles remember all the bruises, all the sour hope all the screams and scraped knees the cloudy days so dark I wondered if my eyes were even open The days that I felt like August, and that I, too would soon turn to Fall |